"License to Kill and Not Kill?" (A)
Written on November 16th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

The date was March 31st, 2003.
And, the time was around 8 p.m.
The air was clear but Eerie.
The events to happen would not be classified as "Cherie"
But clearly, a light rain had started as it appeared.
I began to engage and entertain myself with a game of chess on Chessnet.com
...
Definitely silent now as I made my move and then he made his!
But I was no longer facing any ordinary opponent?
Yes!
And, no Russian grandmaster this time who my had beat!
...
The air was fuzzy but strange and deranged.
I can almost taste it in my eyes!
And, it was now time for the birthday surprise!
...
It was now no longer silent as this Pony Ford Mustang hit the curb?
It then launched itself as if actually Creeping up the telephone pole!
...
Yes!
And, this would be no Ordinary Pony!
More like a horse on steroids!
And, I would Now counter his move by taking his Knight!
I thought it would now be alright little did I know?
....
The time was now 8:15 p.m.
As I begin to follow the glow.
The second noise?
Well girls and boys it was much louder than before!
And, this happened immediately!
Yes!
Non-Blessed and now even louder but more deranged!
...
Yes, he decided to change his strategy and as a result took my Bishop!
That was enough for me and the damage was mostly done to he!
And, the "Mastery?"
The Mustang had, had enough.
Yes, as tough was tough!
Yes, as the Ford Mustang now fell to the street below!
Geez Louise?
...
It was as if I was coughing up chard and vomiting on my future Pain and Misery!
Yes, and now his counter move was devastating!
And, my Queen?
Yes, was decapitated!
(If you know what I mean?)
...
But the "Gift of Life?"
Was just fortunately beginning!
As I must now continue?
With this Sinning!
...
The Mustang's rider was trapped!
He was pinned with the wheel against his chest obviously conscious but in distress!
A call went in for the "Jaws of Life"
Which would begin the extraction of the transferer.
As for the transferme?
My only son Jason?
What will Be will Be.
...
He laid quietly as if in some kind of Crypt.
And the Seventeen Year old driver?
Brian Cole?
Yes, was the Crypt keeper!
...
And, my only son Jay?
The little Lord Jesus lay down his sweet head and my child?
Instead?
Yes, was as if a child resting and sleeping against a driver.
Oh You and Me against the World?
As a trickling of umbilical fluids from his right ear.
Yes, was the only sign that the damage was done.
...
My Dear Lord God?
Am I losing my King!
On the Great Chessboard of Life?
Yes the Ford Mustang that had enough!
Crumbled up like an accordion playing this eerie tune!
"Come Take My Life Away!"
And, there now would again be silence.
Oh yes silence!
On that March and Sad, Sad *Day.

****

"License to Not Kill?" (B)
(So, So, Many Beautiful Reasons)
Written on November 17th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

The date is April 1st, 2003
(April Fool's Day)
And, the Jokes on me.
Note: Representing the head of the Family.
I'm supposed to make sure everybody is protected.
Yes, and to "The Ultimate Degree"
...
Unfortunately, and not for me?
What Must Be...
Yes, Must Be...
To Be or Not to Be?
That is not now the question!
It's way too late for that!
Because something Amazing...
Because something Beautiful...
Because something?
Yes, a Miracle is happening!
And, I need to go with it.
And, with all of my now Broken Heart.
And, all of my Losing my Mind.
And, all of my Solemn Soul.
...
Note: yes it is now over 17 hours since the original accident on March 31st 2003.
The day has changed and it is now unfortunately, April 1st, 2003.
Be as it may...
Be as it must...
Ashes to Ashes...
Dust to Dust...
The blood in my veins now runs the color of rust.
....
My Only Son Jason.
Yes, is now not only Brain-Dead.
(With no oxygen left in it)
But also Raccooned.
As if beaten severely in a Prize fight.
And, you better believe that he is and always will be a fighter!
...
Yes!
Unfortunately, We were warned that this was going to happen and that Jason would be in for the fight of his life!
Yes, as we walked into this situation...
Yes, as we walked into this Nightmare! By the head nurse in charge of x-rays and imaging.
...
After she took us into a room.
Yes this room literally loaded and filled with the walls covered with my son's brain?
As she said it was the worst she's seen in her 10-year career and there is little Hope?
"Little Hope"
This could be defined as loss of Faith.
Could be defined as there's not much more that anybody on Earth can do.
But there is and never will be any loss of Love.
...
And, I'll tell you in my hardest moment.
And, with all of my now Broken Heart.
My Only Son Jason's Heart?
Yes, is still pumping...
His lungs are still providing oxygen!
Is to kidneys are still filtering and providing Life!
...
Do, if my Only Son's lungs are still providing oxygen.
And, if my Only Son's set of lungs are still properly helping a man from Philadelphia.
Yes, who is now also still at this moment in time.
Breathing...
And if my son's Heart is still beating also in that means Body so now strongly...
And, if my Only Son Jason's Liver.
Which was also given and donated graciously.
To another lucky individual from Philadelphia.
Whom had a full eight years of life.
And last but not in the least?
My Only Son's set of kidney's?
Yes, still providing nourishing Love.
Yes, to Two Lucky individuals?
Then, he is as he always will be...
Yes, still Alive!
...
The Entire Process of Donations?
Yes, for Continuing Life.
Whether it is Organ-Tissue Donations. (Such as the Heart, Lungs, Kidneys, and Liver)
Yes, for the further Continuation of Life.
Whether it's Organ-Tissue Donations of the cornea.
For 'The Gift of Sight!"
Whether it is "Human-Skin Donations"
Yes!
For Human burn victims?
To continue some form of normal life.
So, So, So, very much can be done!
And, So, So, So, very many can be helped!
And, for...
So, So, Many Beautiful Reasons!

Author Notes

*Day: noun /day/ 1) Time counted by a period of 24 hours. "twenty-four hours later, it was too late for his child" Note: Since March 31st, 2003? It has been 6805 days of pain. It has been 163,000 hours of pain and grief.... And, 9,800,043 minutes, 54 seconds of Pain, Grief, and Misery... Since my Only Son. Jason Richard Smrkovsky. Was legally declared dead by the state of New Jersey. ... On April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) The Miracle of the Gift of Life would begin! And, as a result? Three out of four human beings still have life on this planet! ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?: Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'meg 119' And, Meg's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Pray for Peace"

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Re-Taken!"
Written on November 18th, 2021
(Re-Write November 23rd, 2021)
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
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'Yes I hear, "The Kid" had a band and also wanted to be an auto mechanic?'
'Yes Nurse Williams that is true.
'And, such a shame.'
Replies Doctor Juan Luan.
...
It was March 31st, 2003.
And it's still gives me shivers in these old bones.
And, I'll never ever forget that on the phone.
...
Note: My step-daughter Nikki's Birthday party was starting and I ordered for her a very, special birthday gift?
(A WWF Wrestling pay-per-view)
...
Now, Jason's friend Brian who brought him there wanted to leave?
Brian and Jason have been their only about an hour.
...
'Jason I know I'm not going to have a good time.'
'Why do you say that Brian?'
'Nikki's friends are all very nice?'
'Yes but they're much older than us and I feel out of place.'
...
Note: Brian Cole wasn't what you would call, "The Celebrity and Life of the Party"
Yes, and the same withcl the local High School.
"Southern Regional High School"
(The Golden Rams)
And, he was also not very well loved at home.
Hence, he suffered from Severe Depression and was on a medication called Effexor.
...
'Doctor Luan?'
'Yes, can you please explain to me where we going to start first?'
'Since I am the head of the team.'
States Nurse Williams.
...
'Well, first Nurse Williams.'
'The parents signed off on the major organs.'
'Hence we have now control.'
'And, with this honor and privilege?'
'Including the Lungs and Heart, the
Liver, and the set of Kidneys.'
'Together we are going to create a Miracle called Life!'
'You see Nurse Williams?'
...
'And, of course as a result of this young man's car accident?'
'Yes!'
'Some Very, Extremely, and Lucky individuals are going to have birthday parties.'
...
Note: Brian and Jason had known each other since they were very young.
But I should have known better.
Because the three times I took him over to the house.
Yes, Brian was the only one answering the door?
Yes, and up the stairs they would go to Brian's room.
And, that's when I noticed the sunken living room that was dark!
I told this to my wife Carolyn.
She replied.
'Never ever take him back there again!'
And, many years later?

****

'Well, the beginning of the procedure Nurse Williams, calls for removal of the major veins and vessels from the lower extremities.'
'These will be used and stored later.
With the major organs and harvested arteries in order to connect them.'
...
Note: As Brian and Jason left the party; Brian asked Jason's younger sister Dana Alyse.
Yes, to ride in the backseat of Brian's Ford Mustang.
...
'Dana?'
'I would want and wish for you to ride in the backseat of my car?'
'No!'
Complains Jason
'Dana!'
'I want you instead to ride with your sister Kyle.'
Stated Jason.
...
Note: This car was purchased and given to Brian by his mother Kim Cole.
On Brian 17th birthday.
(An older Ford Mustang convertible)
And, was first professionally raced at
Atco Raceway.
In Atco, New Jersey.
...
Note: Brian was not trained on how to shift nor control this car.
That is one of the reasons Jason was riding with him that day.
...
Note: Reviewers?
Remember this and then what you need to realize?
Yes, in the next part?
Yes, that Heavenly Father works in strange ways?
Yes, for His own personal reasons.
...
Seventeen hours have passed.
And, it is now April 1st, 2003.
It's a little after midnight.
The procedure was specific.
Yes!
Firstly, to firstly remove the veins and vessels from the lower and outer extremities.
...
Note: These tissues would of course be necessary in the connection process entitled,
"Extra-Carporary Membrane Oxygenation.
(ECMO)
...
Note:The receiving Human beings own lower vessels, capillaries, veins, and blood vessels will aid in this reattachment process.
...
As the Ford Mustang achieved maximum speed.
Unfortunately, for reasons that are hard to comprehend.
The car was purposely propelled at over 100 miles an hour into the telephone pole.
This experience is still traumatic to me because it happened only two blocks away.
...
'Doctor Luan?'
'Now that we have removed the liver what's next?'
'Well Nurse Williams thevnext procedure calls for the two kidneys.'
...
"The Jaws of Life"
Were utilized to remove the driver Brian Cole.
Yes, and obviously trapped in a lying prone position.
Yes, with the wheel firmly attached; as if to his chest!
This was the first thing I noticed when I arrived with my wife Carolyn.
And, he was complaining to help him. Yes, and call his mother on our cell phones!
...
'Okay team.'
'And, now we will move forward to the very last procedure.'
'Which is to remove this young man's Heart and Lungs.'
'There's a willing participant.'
'Yes, desperately and patiently...
(some place in the United States)
'Yes,in need.'
States Doctor Luan.
...
Note: When and after the organs are harvested.
And, considered soon to be shipped.
Yes, as future, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
There is of course; the enemy.
Why?
Because after these precious organs are harvested?
That Enemy is Time!
...
The RN nurse at the Trauma Hospital in Atlantic City, New Jersey.
Who was in charge of the imagery department.
Nurse Jones.
Unfortunately, informed my wife and myself that this was the worst Brian-injury case in the hospital's 10-year history.
Yes, she warned us that it doesn't look good and then took us into that horrible room.
Where there were four walls covered with imagery pictures of my Only Son
Jason's brain.
A horrible way for your child to become famous?
...
Like a Nightmare that never goes away!
Yet but to this very day?
I know in my Heart...
Yes, my Broken Heart of Heart's?
That this Eighteen-year-old Angel?
Yes!
Who, I named and called Jay or Jason.
Yes!
After watching the movie Entitled,
"Jason and the Argonauts"
About a Greek fictional hero in search of the Golden Fleece.
Yes!
As an eight-year-old child in the Pitman movie theater.
I realized that my future Hero?
Whom I would name.
"Jason?"
Yes!
Was not only my future and Only Son.
But also was "The Golden Fleece!"
And I know in my heart of hearts.
Yes!
That he would not have it any other way!
The End?

Approximate Word Count: 1093.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'MKFlood' And, Micheal's Incredible Picture Entitled, "youth on the move"

Chapter 63
Just Believe?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Just Believe?"
Written on November 25th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

"When I Wish Upon a Star?"
"When I Pray to God Above?"
Now, I do believe in Miracles?
Yes I do?
...
When I lay me down to sleep?
I pray the Lord My Soul to keep.
And, if I shall die before I wake?
Yes, I Pray the Lord my Soul to take.
Yes I do?
...
True Life Story Event Number One:
Note: Name changed purposely for confidential reasons.
With, "The Gift of Life"
Yes, of course.
...
Emily Rose is an extremely sick child.
And only age 8 she slowly losing her battle with Fate!
But why?
Yes, why was she so blessed but then on the other hand?
So Very, Very, cursed?
Yes, I do Believe in Miracles!
I do I do!
...
True Life Story Event Number Two:
An unknown but grown man of age 32.
Whom would never write me or thank me for the gift.
Had a problem you see?
Is it that at a very young age?
He decided that he liked to drink?
And, after a 10-year period?
That he's slowly losing the battle?
...
Note: Cirrhosis of the liver is a terrible disease!
Yes, but it can be corrected with a new Liver from The Giver!
(Jason Richard Smrkovsky)
And, this unknown man had Eight years of Life!
Yes, I do believe in Miracles!
I Do Believe!
I do, I do!

****

True Life Story Event Number Three:
Bill happens to live out West and had written me three letters.
And, also has the same problem as Emily Rose.
They both have bad kidneys and are soon going to die?
Or the fact that his soon to be Widow?
Yes, was counting the death policy insurance money?
But why?
Did they forget to pray or perhaps Wish Upon a Star?
Yes I do Believe in Miracles!
Yes I do!
Yes I do!
...
True Life Story Event Number Four:
Chaz is an assistant manager of this local Walmart in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
The problem you see for he?
And, that he had to take a leave of absence?
...
His first of three letters written to me?
Yes, talked about my pain!
And also my family's pain!
Yes, because of the recent loss Jason Richard.
Not the fact that he had to have his chest cracked open!
And, the Heart and Lungs of an 18-year-old young man inserted.
...
'Yes, and I also do believe in Miracles!'
'Yes, because I am to this very day?'
'Yes, and over Eighteen years later?'
'Yes!'
'Exactly that a Walking Miracle!
'Because before I received that
"Gift of Life"
'I couldn't even walk a hundred yards on oxygen without collapsing!'
Chaz.
...
Now?
Fanstorian reviewers?
Exactly what do all four of these Amazing individuals have in common?
That somebody that they never knew or never will.
Yes cared as they prayed?
That to this very day?
That they Wished Upon a Star?
Yes, no matter how desperate or how far?
...
Yes, that over Eighteen years later?
That they're still there?
That they all have received the Miracles?
Yes!
That they all Prayed to God about?
Yes, Yes!
That all Four Wished Upon a Star?
Yes, and are so Blessed?
Yes!
So of course and Why?
So all three could be eating Thanksgiving turkey dinner today?
...
Note: In the Tri-state area of Delaware, Pennsylvania, and South Jersey.
Yes, in the Year of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ 2014.
Over 2,500 individuals waited on dialysis in hospitals.
And, in those three states.
Yes for, "The Gift of Life!"
In the form of that elusive and precious Human Kidney.
And, Over 98 and a half percent?
Yes!
Unfortunately, got to go home?
Yes!
But unfortunately in body bags!
...
And, to learn more about,
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
And, that's the Thanksgiving turkey dinner with all the dressings and Blessings!
Happy Holiday!
Approximate Word Count: 692.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'cleo85' And, Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Believe in Miracles"

Chapter 64
Value Life

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Value Life"
Written on December 2nd, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

You can put value on most anything.
From the fine clothing you may wear to that Special Diamond-and-Pearl ring!
Yes!
You can put a price on just about anything?
From dinner at a five star to that
"Once Upon a Lifetime Cruise.
To know where you are?
...
I may not be "Diamond Jim"
Yes, or the NCL Caribbean Cruise line director.
But I know a few things.
More important than diamond rings?
...
And, if I may dare?
And, reviewer?
And, if you deem care?
You can't put a sticker or labeled price tag.
And, can you just purchase this item?
And, take it home in a plain paper bag?
...
Example: Your wife recently got pregnant and the fetus just died!
No price on that newborn?
When all you can do is just cry?
...
'Okay?'
'My name is Diamond Jim Brady and I will be your auctioneer!'
'And, next on The Auction Block?'
'I still can't believe we have this fine
18-year-old stud!'
'Can I get a starting bid?'
'Perhaps just a measly buck for this fine buck?'
Okay?'
'Dollar Bill!'
'Dollar Bill!'
'Dollar *Bill?'

Author Notes

*Bill: noun /bill/ 1) first name of a male child. 2) piece of paper such as US currency that is put in stored in a billfold. Note: On November 5th, 1984. My only Eighteen year old son. Jason Richard Smrkovsky Yes, was born. (Which was a little over Eighteen years ago) Later, on March 31st, 2003? He was seriously injured as a passenger in a car Accident. And, as a result? He was diagnosed, Seventeen hours later? Brain-Dead. So? ... How do you put a price on a Human Heart? A set of Kidneys? Human Liver? . And, Yes! To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. will "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 "And, Reviewers you know what? "The Beat Goes On?"

Chapter 65
Hang A Shining Star?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Hang A Shining Star?"
Based on the song by Michael Buble'
(For my Star Jay)
Written on December 3rd, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas?
Yes, and let your Hearts be Light?
For now on all your past troubles?
Will be out of sight?
...
Note: On March 31st, 2003
They say the month comes in like a
Lamborghini but goes out like a Lion's roar?
...
Now?
Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas?
Let the Yule-Time be gay?
And, let your Broken Hearts?
Go away?
...
Note: They say Christmas is a time.
Yes, a time for family gatherings.
Yes, for all our loved ones to be together.
To sing Christmas songs around the yule log and talk about the past year.
..
Yes!
Now have yourself a Merry Little Christmas!
Yes!
And, let your Broken Heart now be gay!
Yes!
Because this is a Very, Very,
Special Day!
...
The Ford Mustang was out of control!
What?
Driven by a young and mentally ill driver named Michael Cole!
What?
Out of control into a telephone pole?
Yes!
What?
Yes, out of control at over 100 mph!
...
Now if you're still still here with me?
Through the years?
Yes, we should always be together.
And, have yourself a ball!
Let the day be filled with Special Memories.
For one and all!
...
Note: Seventeen hours later?
Now on April 1st, 2003.
Yes, my Only and now brain dead son Jason?
Yes, needed to be given away on this
Sad but very Special day!
...
Faithful Friends who are dear to us?
Now gather near to us?
Yes, once more.
And, through the years?
Yes, we all Will and Should!
Be together.
(If the Fates allow?)
...
Note: So, let us all say a little prayer?
Yes, for those who have passed.
And Hang a Shiny star?
Yes!
Upon the Highest Bough!
And, Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas?
*Now?

Author Notes

*Now: adverb /nou/ 1) at the present time or moment. "where are you living now? 2) use especially in conversation, to draw attention to a particular statement or point in a narrative. "now, my first impulse was to run away" Note: on March 31st leading into April Fool's Day? I decided and my family also to give my son away. And, to learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer. 'cleo85' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "The Greatest Gift"

Chapter 66
Within the Heart's Beat

By Ricky1024

"Within the Heart's Beat"
Written on December 12th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory.
'All Rights Reserved'

Constantly...
With Consistency.
Ever bearing and always
Sharing...
Motionlessly...
Ever alert and always
Caring...
"The Human Heart."
...
Pumping...
Continuously.
With Every Beat
Life-giving...
Living.
"The Human Heart."
...
Time Tested...
Never Rested.
Arrested...
And, the Beat shall stop!
"The Human Heart."
...
Gift-Giving...
For those who are Living?
And, for those whom are not?
Those who are on their Last?
For those who are almost Past?
...
From The Giver...
With the donated Liver.
From the one who will soon depart?
With the donated Heart!
No!
"The Human *Heart!"

Author Notes

*Heart: noun /hart/ 1) a hollow muscular organ of vertebrate animals. That by it's rhythmic contractions, act as a force pump maintaining the circulation of the blood. //could feel her heart pounding// ... Note: On March 31st, 2003. And, after a horrible accident. My only son Jason. (only Eighteen years old) And, God. Yes, decided to donate! As four people awaited... "The Gift of Life" To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'john bailey' And, John's Incredible Picture Entitled, "two heartbeats"

Chapter 66
Living Within the Heart's Beat

By Ricky1024

"Living Within the Heart's Beat"
Written on December 12th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory.
'All Rights Reserved'

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'john bailey' And, John's Incredible Picture Entitled, "two heartbeats"

Chapter 67
Remembrance

By Ricky1024

"Remembrance"
(Embracing Thoughts)
Written on December 15th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

The Sweet, Sweet, song of a birth. Witnessed as if a Beautiful Song.
And, continues to give and give...
All day long.
I still remember my first chance at that dance!
And, at first glance?
Yes!
It was romance from the start.
Dear Lord God above?
Embrace my Broken Heart?
...
The color of his eyes.
No smile?
Yes, but that would soon come.
The innocence of the first week.
Yes, where you can't usher or speak.
Nor make out any images, not even a peak!
But then along?
Came that song!
...
The beauty of the melody, as the verse carries it on.
Everlasting and with that first moment?
First song?
This man started to cry.
As he shed but a single tear from his eye.
...
And, Time would be captured...
As Life is enraptured...
And, Dear Lord God above?
Why can't they stay innocent forever with Your Endless Love?
...
8x10 pictures alined perfectly in rows...
Along, walls to walls...
Yes, as the music?
For me?
Unfortunately, you see?
Must Go *On.
Approximate Word Count: 200

Author Notes

*On: preposition /on/ 1) touching and being supported by the top surface of (Something) //The book is lying on the table// //I was touched the first moment he cried. Note' To lose your child doesn't matter the age or whether it's a boy or a girl is a parent's worst nightmare. Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st 2003. Organs graciously offered on April 1st 2003. (April Fool's Day) ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia,:Pennsylvania at 1-800- DONORS-1. "And, the Beat Goes On!" Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, as well as, Amazing Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Remembrance"

Chapter 68
Brace the Remembrance

By Ricky1024

"Brace the Remembrance"
Written on December 18th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

They say all good things come in sets of threes?
The Three Stooges...
Three Musketeers...
The Three Wise Men...
Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.
Let Me entertain You?
Yes!
As I can now be your host!
...
Once when I was much younger.
And, yearned?
Yes!
As if encapsulated inside a forest fire of desire!
Yearned for more than me?
Yes!
As God wanted and would prove to me.
As He would perform that Holy Miracle.
(Just you see?)
He said to me.
...
'Just watch Ricky and believe?'
'More than you can perceive?'
'I offer to thee?'
'Yes, small part of Me!'
...
Some time with pass...
(Lads and Lass)
And, a child will be born but not In a manger.
And, as he grew?
Yes, he would look at the world.
As if he was alone in but a stranger?
End of Part Number One.
...
To be continued with the Second Part entitled, "Through the Eyes of a Child"

Author Notes

Special to thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Linda Bickston' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Jace and Wayland"

Chapter 69
Winter's Wonders

By Ricky1024

"Winter's Wonders"
Written on December 22nd, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Winters wondering what to do?
Snowflakes of white or an icicle or two?
Temps dropping as the cold winds?
Are Sinning!
...
A blanket of fresh white excites tonight,
As sleeping children?
Yes!
Are in for a Big Surprise!
Stardust in their eyes!
Because it's "Lull-A-Bye Time!"
...
December 22nd.
Yes and, it's kicking up good!
Thank God I went shopping yesterday and bought myself a brand new hood!
Mittens are wooly white and the Red Scarf?
Tucked in nice and tight!
It's Winter 2021.
Time to go and have some fun?

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Frosty Blue"

Chapter 69
Winter's Wonders 2021

By Ricky1024

"Winter's Wonders 2021" (A)
Written on December 22nd, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Winters wondering what to do?
Snowflakes of white or an icicle or two?
Temps dropping as the cold winds?
Are Sinning!
...
A blanket of fresh white excites tonight,
As sleeping children?
Yes!
Are in for a Big Surprise!
Stardust in their eyes!
Because it's "Lull-A-Bye Time!"
...
December 22nd, 2021
Yes!
And, it's kicking up Good!
Thank God!
I went shopping yesterday.
And, bought myself a brand new hood!
My Mittens?
Well, they're Woolly White!
And, the Red Scarf?
Tucked, wrapped, in nice and tight!
It's Winter 2021.
Time to go and have some fun?

****

"Winter's Wonders" (B)
Written on December 22nd, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Winter's wondering what to do?
It's now the middle of the month and the "Old Man?"
Gotz da Flu!
Snow's kind of random, as scattered and doesn't matter?
Dear Lord God?
What's Da matter?
...
The kids are getting restless.
(Too much school!)
And, they're getting tired of
"The Golden Rule!"
...
Old Man Winter?
What's a parent now to do?
And, it's been 30 days straight!
Whiteness forsake?
Come on God?
Can You just give me us break?
...
Blackened Clouds now are gathering...
And, it's looking Real Good!
Let It Snow?
Let It Snow?
Let It Snow?
As it should?

****

"Winter's Wonders" (C)
Written on December 22nd, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

It's Christmas Eve 2021.
And, everybody has been waiting patiently all year.
Yes, for this time of year but Santa?
He has got to get it done!
...
God above yikes!
Where's all the White Stuff?
For goodness sake!
The kids have been driving me nuts about the weather!
And, I'm ripping out my hair!
Don't you really care?
Santa can't you give all of us on
"The Naughty List?
A Break?
...
The Darkened Clouds, now have started to Emote?
Light snow is now falling but not enough to coat!
God above can you send down your "Unending Love?
Santa's needing and can't come!
...
It's now Christmas Day and the kids are waking?
I'm a shaken but the Christmas tree?
Let's just say the word?
"Plenty!"

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Frosty Blue"

Chapter 70
Movement in Circular Motions

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Movement in Circular Motions"
Written on December 27th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

"Speak not of me or I am as I am?"
(Theology 60.17)
Yes Sunday morning today came in like a lamb and went out like a lion!
And I ain't lying!
So what do lambs and lions have to do with it?
Well they say the middle of March is called, "The Ides of March"
"Etu Brut�?�©"
Apparently it wasn't Marie Antoinette.
"Off With Her Head!"
But instead?
I might as well have lost my Mind that month!
Motionlessly...
"Motions in Circular Dimension"
...
Oh, did I forget to mention?
That March 31st 2003?
As for me?
Would become literally?
"The Worst Day of My Lousy Life!
...
First lost my only son that day.
And then in the month of November?
I hate to have to remember.
But on the 23rd is when I lost my wife.
...
There's a game show called and entitled, "Press Your Luck"
The show host s a trilogy contestants always vying to get to the big board!
And that's where all the fun happens?
You will accumulate money and prizes.
Yes, but along the way?
There's, "The Whammy"
...
On that March day?
Yes, there wasn't much luck to press.
Yes, as my soon to be?
"Broken Heart"
Would become as broken as my Lost and Worried of Soul.
"Movement in Reverse Hearse"
...
But between you and me?
You never know what God's going to send you?
Perhaps a chance at the big board or perhaps the whammy?
But when it comes to my only so
(Jason Richard Smrkovsky)
He played that board four times!
And when it came to pressing his Luck and the Whammy?
Let's just say, three out of four; over Eighteen years later.
Are damn well happy he played!
"And, the Beat Goes*On"

Author Notes

"On: preposition /on/ 1) touching and being supported by the top surface of (something) //The book is (lying)on the table// //There's a lot of frosting on the cake// 2) a position that is supported by something. /You can get on[on to] the horse as soon as we put a saddle on it// 3)-used to indicate the part or object by which someone or something is supported. //How long can you stand on one foot?// Note: On March 31st, 2003. Mythen Eighteen-year-old son Jason. Unfortunately, was a passenger involved in a fatal and eventual car accident. And, only Seventeen hours later? And, as a result of his injuries. And, the fact he was "Brain-Dead" We made a decision through the "Gift of Life" Yes, to donate Jason and his many organs to save four people. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer'cleo85' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Circles of Time"

Chapter 71
Gifted

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Gifted"
(Believe in Life after Death)
Written on December 31st, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

How do you rewrite your past life?
First lost the only son followed shortly by the only wife.
You do it one paragraph at a time or one page?
Do you do it with tears to supply your pen or pieces of your heart that has now been broken and caged?
...
How do you go back in time without a time machine?
Do you use your imagination?
(If you know what I mean?)
Perhaps you just recollect?
Gather together, assimilate, and collect?
And then project?
...
How do you rewrite your past Life?
Yes, as you go back in Time?
And, project each and every second.
One moment at a time?
One Beat of your heart?
One breath as you breathe?
...
If you can believe in Miracles?
If you can wish upon a Shooting Star?
If at the end of this year?
And are willing to Sacrifice?
No matter how Difficult?
No matter how Hard?
And, you finally figured out exactly who you Are!
As you capture, each and every one of those shooting Stars!
Yes!
In a Glass-stein Jar.
...
One Moment at a Time.
One Beat of your now Broken Heart.
One Breath as you Breathe.
In and out out and in.
And then you can finally believe!
Yes!
(Believe in Life after *Death)

Author Notes

*Death:noun /de TH/ 1) the action or fact of dying your being killed; the end of a person or organism. //an increase in Death from skin cancer// .the state of being dead. .the permanent ending of vital processes in a cell or tissue. ... Note: On March 31st, 2003. (Over 18 years ago) Yes, I lost my only son Jason. Yes, from his injury's sustained in a car accident. ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life?" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's Graciously donated on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) ... "And the Beat Goes On" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'kbrobertson 14' And, their Incredible Picture. "Cactus Gifted By The Sun"

Chapter 72
Gaining Respect

By Ricky1024

"Gaining Respect"
(One Heartbeat at a Time)
Written on January 2nd, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �©ï¸? Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

"Losing your only child is a parent's worst nightmare"
(Theology 57.00)

Here we go round and around.
Up and then down!
"On the Great Roller Coaster of Life"
Time is subjected; never can it be resurrected.
A pitiful mass of cogs and gears.
Now over Eighteen years of wasted Years.
...
Holidays without?
Birthdays?
Eay too many lost.
I can't even begin to count.
Dear Lord God is at what life is all about?
First?
Yes, you lose your only son.
And then followed only a few months later.
Yes, with your only wife.
...
So, I breathe in and then?
Again, as I awaken.
I breathe out.
Expelling carbon monoxide.
Absorbing oxygen.
But when that no longer works for me?
Dear Lord God above?
What should I do with my worthless body?
...
Perhaps?
I should erect a temple of me?
Post a sign before you approach?
"Be sure to bring your dozen eggs on sale today at your local supermarket for 99 cents a dozen"
...
Perhaps?
Maybe something a little bit better?
Create a cruise ship in my name?
"The Good Ship Doctor Ricky Pop?"
"Pop Goes the Weasel?"
Note:
Make sure you launch this ship with a bottle of fine and soured wine!
Warning!
Yes, you will have to repeatedly smash at it numerous times!
...
You see sometimes life for me?
Can be deeply serious but on the other hand?
A little less than Grand.
So let's all take this Newest of year to be a little bit more creative.
...
So, let's take the time this year to be a little less harder on each and every person.
Yes!
And, those we interact with and especially ourselves!
Laugh a little more.
Love A Little More.
And, open up your closed door.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer'cleo85' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "You Keep Me Hang'in On?"

Chapter 73
Under the Milky Way

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Under the Milky Way"
Written on January 3rd, 2022
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright ©Fanstory 1024
'All Rights Reserved'

"Under the Milky Way"
'Yes, tonight I shall?'
'Pray.'
...
"Creation?"
"Elimination?"
"Pain and Grief"
'No more!'
...
"Under the Milky Way"
'Yes, tonight I shall take just a single breath.'
'Yes, at best just a single beat of this Heart.'
'For life must start.'
"Under the Milky Way"
'Yes tonight?'
'I must now say as I pray.'
'Lord God that on this April first day.'
'Yes, tonight that some good can finally come my *Way?'

Author Notes

*Way: noun /wa/ 1) a method, style, or manner of doing something. //there are two ways of approaching this problem// 2) a road, track, path, or street for traveling on something. ... Note: On March 31st, 2003m My only son Jason was a passenger involved in a horrible accident. As a result he was irreversibly brain dead. So, we made a decision to use his organs and save four people's lives. ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's graciously offered on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) "And, the Beat Goes On" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, '

Chapter 74
Expressly Yours?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Expressly Yours?"
Written on January 7, 2022
By Jason and Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'Okay?'
'And, why don't you just take the rest of me?'
'Yes, you already got the very best of me!'
'Can't you see?'
'Exactly what's happening here to me?'
...
'Dad are you here with me now?'
'Holy cow!'
'I forgot my name!'
Damn!'
'Insane!'
...
'oh this is really really good it feels as if I'm floating?'
'God tell me that this is a beach day?'
'That's right I think I remember the end of March not the beginning of May!'
...
Oh well I guess I'm going to not sit a spell as I dwell exactly where this ride is taking me?'
'hey God you know I really could use another vacation back to Disney World!'
No response.
...
Time separates in the moments are now cluttered past memories.
Birthday parties long ago.
Band concert events that seem to never want to let you go?
The needle skipping off the record.
...
'Perhaps this is the end for me?'
'God what is happening to me?'
Well at least I'm starting to be able to hear again oh now I can also see?'
'it looks like a bunch of cotton of colors that I'm drifting through and I'm on my back?'
'Oh okay.'
'And, now I'm turning over?'
'God can't you make up your mind?'
No reply.
...
'And, the colors switch from a light white blue to a radiant pink.'
'I think?'
'Now I can hear music and that works for me!'
'The cloud coloration is now a variant of rainbow colors that are changing every few seconds!'
'Damn Lord this is weird!'
...
'Okay, now I can see a little more clear and there are Angels singing!'
'This is like some kind of movie starring me?'
"Jason on His Way to Hell!"
'Wait let me ponder that thought and take a break for a spell?'
'That's it Lord we're slowing down and now what is this place of town?'
...
End of Chapter Number One.
To be continued today after the snow storm lifts.
24.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Wolfdancer13' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Peaceful Bliss"

Chapter 75
True Beauty

By Ricky1024

"True Beauty"
Written on January 23rd, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Within Nature's Loving Grasp...
Within each Broken of Heart...
Within the Mind and Soul of Man...
Understand?
Wise tucked away deeper than...
Seldom comes out to play?
There's not much more that I can say?
Because this is God's duty.
This thing called, 'True Beauty"
...
"The Silent Whisperer of Life."
'I now pronounce You Man and Wife!'
The first sound of a Newborn Child and your reaction?
Yes, when you see?
That there's more in this World than just you and me!
...
A Monarch Butterfly's first flight...
Baby Robins tucked in just tight!
A Sunny Day after a Massive Storm's Double Rainbow of Delight!
Thunder followed by Lightning's Show!
Brand New!
No HBO Pay for view!
...
Warm and Perfect Raindrops; resting on the fronds, of Springtime Dew!
And, yes this is God's show!
Viewed for both me and you!
Yes, in His Theater of Godly Might!
Saving another worthless Soul, tonight.
...
A small Child's first Snowflake as it tickles her lips and nose!
But when she's grown up and your girlfriend?
She still knows!
Yes!
She will dance for you!
And, just watch how she shakes those hips; as the music flows!
...
Fresh Air and Fresh Waters.
The Privilege of watching the Birth of your very first Daughter!
Fatherhood and Motherhood
Yes, and as your creations grow?
This you need to know.
Crafted by God and as it Should.
But finally sometimes things need to come to an abrunt end?
When you lose your only son and your Perfect Buddy Friend.

"Buddy Friend"
Written on April 14th, 2003
By Richard and Jason Richard Smrkovsky
A Gift of Love and Ture Beauty.

'I'm not here right Now'
'But I'm not Far'
'I'm in a place close By'
'Not far as a Star'
'You'll feel this Place'
'Just take a Moment'
'You'll See'
'And, then you will Know'
'Just Where'
'I'll *Be'
Approximate Word Count: 344.

Author Notes

*Be: verb /be/ 1) exist. "There are no easy answers" 2) occur, take place. "The exhibition will be in November" Note: The truest form and Gift of "True Beauty?" ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. With "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's graciously offered and donated on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) "And, the Beat Goes On" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, Way West" And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Yellow Wings"

Chapter 76
Living Within Pain!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Living Within Pain!"
(Chapter Number One Entitled Me)
Written on January 28th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Go away and come again.
No other day?
Time works in strange but mysterious of ways.
Come journey with me back over Eighteen years in Time?
Relax grab a cup of coffee and unwind?
...
Life for Me?
You See?
Was memorable but unmanageable?
Yes, within the "Last breath"
Yes, of a Newborn Baby-Child?
Let's just say?
Not to be considered?
MILD!
...
I was technically born in 1954 with a bottle of booze?
Yes!
Within the lips of my baby mouth!
Mom?
For me?
Dad?
For me?
Can you or are you beginning now to see?
Exactly what was happening to me?
End of Chapter Number One.
Coming around noon.
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Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' This Incredible Picture Entitled, "Alexander the Great Choo-Choo Commander!"

Chapter 78
Jersey at Her Best!(A)

By Ricky1024

"Jersey at Her Best" (A)
Written on January 29th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Current Snowfall.
In Tuckerton, New Jersey 7.4 inches 1:37 a.m.
31�° Fahrenheit.
Anticipated amount 16-18 inches.
(Ending By Mid-Saturday)
...
Missile Flakes navigate for resting places within Godly Grace's!
Distant puncturing landings upon marked spots.
As crops cluster for redemption.
Valued thoughts currently escape in order not to be late?
Yes!
...
This is January and New Jersey at its Best?
And, at Best?
This Expected Guest will place a Thickening and Sickening coat of Wintern White.
Yes, that will continue throughout this night!
Perhaps this blizzard shall shut down the State?
Yes, and don't worry tomorrow morning on the roads to navigate?
Or, about going to work or being late!
...
Yes, Navigation across this South Jersey location?
Snow tires are tired of being chained and restrained!
Because this is already our third time in this dance!
Yes, because on this night of nights?
Our major connectors from Route 9 to the Garden State Parkway?
Yes, shall be "Blacked-Iced Tea Delight!"
...
Wait!
Batten down the hatches she's a gusher coming in from the Atlantic!
See?
Hurricane Sandy returning from the past with her cousin Mike?
Hold on tight!
...
Note: According to the Farmer's Almanac.
There's a 51% chance this Winter will be one of the most severe in New Jersey's history.
Now in order for that to happen?
(Besides the heavy snow that we've already had)
Yes, we will need it at least a 10-day temp drop to zero degrees!
I anticipated this beginning sometime in the first week of February.
Florida I'm coming!

****

"Jersey at Her Best?" (B)
Written on January 29th, 2022
By Doctor Frosty Da Snowman
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Current snowfall 11.5 inches
23° Fahrenheit
Wind gusting at about 15 mph
...
As I went out this morning at 9:00 a.m. Most of the current businesses that I frequent?
Yes, and normally at 5:00 a.m.
We're closed.
Including Dunkin' Donuts, Retro fitness Gym, along with the Dynasty Diner.
...
As I was walking in the blizzard I was forming what I would write.
Along the 1 mile tread back once Tuckerton officer who knew me, asked if I was all right.
He said the only thing open in town was Wawa.
The walk wasn't bad I was fully dressed and prepared for it with two coats on including an LL Bean over a leather flight jacket.
...
Dreaded tread, pathway markings of the past.
Pickup trucks and County vehicles with plows.
Silence nothing but the wind as I could taste the flakes upon my chin.
...
Slow movement slippery When wet!
But soon again tonight
Yes, a frozen pathway I bet!
The winds were singing Sweet Chin music to me.
The freshness of the air exhilarating!
...
As I came to my first location.
(Dunkin' Donuts)
It was dark and gloomy no one inside and no roomie for me in a cup of coffee?
Prepared for a workout Alexis said Retro fitness open at 7:00 a.m..
Disappointed again!
...
I continued forward praying that perhaps the dynasty Diner would serve me my bowl of grits?
Less than 5 minutes later?
No luck for this alligator!
...
The wind seem to be laughing at me as I turned around I had back home.
"There's No Place like Home!"
"There's No Place like Home!"
"There's No Place like Home!"
My Sweet Dorothy!
...
Yes, it was all alone for me and my sachet with my writings.
Tiny tablets of snow crystals, coated the binders wiring circular spheres.
Everforward now plowing my own path watching a county plow go past.
With a nice light spray of you're in the way!
...
Now there's not much more I can say.
No need to get down on my two knees and pray.
Because I'm home safe now and okay.
...
Note:
The beauty of God?
Yes, as He busily creates?
Yes, on His Great Palate?
And, in basic White?
Covering our past transgressions?
And yes!
He does it each time so right!
Approximate Word Count: 700.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'meg119' And, meg's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Snow Storm"

Chapter 79
Bleeding Night!! (A)

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"Bleeding Night!!!!" (A)
Chapter Number One
(Accidentally Yours?)
Written on January 30th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C.Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'The Date?'
'Yes, I Hate!'
'Was March 31st, 2003.'
...
Night had arrived crying and Lightened Tears of woe.
Slowly came from below.
'I was home relaxing, after work, alone.'
'Yes, except with my wife.'
'Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky.'
'My Gift from Above.'
'Whom I so much Loved!'
...
'Now, most of the kids were at a birthday party on Liberty Avenue in Manahawkin, New Jersey.'
(The Ocean Acres section)
'Yes, for my older stepdaughter Nicole Megan Harbach.'
'And, she ordered a WWF Pay For View.'
(She loves wrestling!)
'Along with my other younger stepdaughter Kyle Erin Harbach.'
'My granddaughter Sasha Lynn, and my future son-in-law Fred Drum.'
'And lastly?'
'Yes, my beloved and Only Son Jason Richard.'
'And, last but not in the least.'
'My babygirl and youngest daughter Dana Alyse Smrkovsky.'
...
Note: 'And, the only missing piece to this puzzle?'
'Yes, was my oldest daughter Corrine Alexis Smrkovsky.'
'She was enjoying her first semester at Douglas college in East Brunswick, New Jersey.'
(Part of Rutgers University)
...
'Now, you have to realize.'
'I thoroughly enjoyed my time after work on my computer.'
(After a day as a Grocery manager for a bunch of jerks!)
'Yes, and so absorbed in a game of chess on chestnet.com.'
'And, my opponent?'
'To tell you the truth?'
...
'Yes, it's now been over Eighteen Years.'
'But because of what was happening and soon awaiting?'
'I can't even remember how well the game was going with Satan!'
'And, then Suddenly out of Nowhere!'
...
'That Damned Noise?'
I thought.
'I swear at that moment in time?'
'Hold on!'
'Becoise.'
'Let me phrase this correctly just right?'
'It was "Bleeding Night!"
'Now, after the First noise permeated my Saddened Soul?'
...
Note: 'This was the Ford Mustang Convertible.'
'Yes, hitting the curb first and then the telephone pole at over 100 mph!'
'The Second noise?'
'Yes, was even a little bit louder!'
'This was when the car.'
'Which was now at an estimated height of about 6 or 8 ft.'
'Came down to the street below, shattering the windshield, and trapping the young driver, Brian Cole, behind the steering wheel!'
'Yes, this Saddened my Soul and would soon take its Terrible Toll!'
...
'Now God, I know and I knew right away.'
'Yes, ever so Deep in my soon to be Broken of Heart.'
'Yes, that somebody was in desperate trouble!'
'Yes, crying out most likely!'
'Yes, and only a couple blocks away!'
'What I didn't know?'
'What I saw and held back and didn't want to say?'
'Was what was going to happen next!'
Ring! Ring! Ring!
...
'The call came in and woke up my only wife Carolyn, who was most likely dreaming of gambling in Atlantic City!'
'But now?'
'Yes, now she would be absorbed into this Fuc**** Nightmare with me!'
'Can't You see?'
'Spare the thought?
'Or was it Spare the Rod?'
'Exactly now whose job?'
'And, what have I now purchased and now bought?'
'Dear Lord God above?'
'Is this the Hell that You brought?'
...
'The call was from my younger stepdaughter Kyle Erin.'
'You had better get over here fast!'
'And, it's Jason!'
'He's been in a terrible accident!'
...
Note: 'When I heard her words?'
'I could taste the Fear from way over here!'
'And, I said and thought to myself.'
'I will need a Second Heart!'
'Because I knew now deep down in this Broken Heart of mine.'
'Yes, that these two horrible noises!'
'So undefined!'
'God, can You not see?'
'Yes, involves ME!'
...
'You know, It's funny how Faith and Fate.'
'Yes, together my date.'
'Again, another part I hate!'
'And, they both work well with Destiny?'
'And, "Time the Great Comforter"
'Just sits back and wonders why?'
...
'Why Dear Lord God?'
'Why Dear Lord God Above?'
'Why Dear Lord God Above is someone now needed to Die?'

****

"Bleeding Night!!" (B)
(Chapter Number Two)
"Praying with All of My Heart"
Written on January 31st, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

The scene upon arrival.
'Of course Darkness had set in and it was likely raining.'
'There was an eerie silence!'
'The calm before the storm?'
I thought.
...
Note: 'The first person at the scene?'
'Yes, was Judy Kish.'
(A S.O.C.H. Meridian /Hackensack Nurse)
'She was attending to my son until our car pulled up.'
(The accident had happened on her property)
'She then quickly went in her house.'
'As if a scared little mouse?'
...
Note: 'An investigator from Ocean County Violent Crime Scenes was marking the curbing.'
'And, the Wooded Behemoth Monster?'
'Yes, stood above communicating telephone pole to telephone pole!'
(In my own mind)
...
(This I didn't understand at the time)
'Nor did I understand why this woman Judy Kish.'
'Who was trying to assist.'
'Then decided when we had pulled up to go back in her house?'
'I didn't think at the time.'
'Yes, that's what nurses are supposed to do but at that moment of time?'
'I didn't think!'
...
Note: 'What you need to understand?'
'Yes, is Judy knows Jason, and Jason knows Judy, and her son Rocco.'
...
'This would be the beginning of a Quagmire that would have to be resolved or I would go FUC**** 'INSANE!'
I thought to myself.
'Now if this is a good place to pray?'
'I never would ever find a better!'
'Dear Lord God Above.'
'Please send down all Your Love?'
...
'Innocently enough?'
'I truly believed, truly that my Son.
Jason Richard.'
'Whom was a Very, Large, Young, Man.'
'Yes, was just unconscious?'
'And, just laying against the driver.
Sleeping and just unconscious?'
'While Brian Cole?'
Yes, who is now complaining!'
'Get me out of here!'
'Call my mother on your cell phone!'
...
'God, Is this Act Number One?'
'Yes, in the movie Entitled,
"Nightmare on Nautilus Avenue!"
'What I would learn later was that these requests were highly unusual!'
'Even though Brian was trapped in the lying prone position!'
'Yes!'
...
'And, with the steering wheel!'
'Yes, of the Ford Mustang!'
'Yes, that at one time?'
'Yes, was professionally raced!'
'Yes, Atco New Jersey Raceway!'
'Yes, by an adult driver!'
'Yes, and now?'
...
'This child?'
'Whom was now complaining because he was now wedged and forced firmly!'
'In a lying prone position!'
'With the steering wheel against his chest!'
'And, at best?'
...
'His response and request?'
'What wouldn't make sense?'
'That later I would learn.'
'That he was dared to do exactly what he had just done!'
'Yes!'
''And, his wish?'
'To Die.'
...
"And, now I lay me down to sleep." "And, pray the Lord my soul to keep?"
"And, if I shall die before I wake?"
"I pray the Lord my Soul to take."
...
'But now not the worst moment of my existence!'
'His insistence that he not only wants to live?'
'Yes, but he wants me to become his Lord and Savior?'
'But I would tell you this there was a greater force working that day!'
...
'So, I did as he requested and called the number that he insisted.'
'God forbid because he continued and persisted!'
'Yes, this coward of Only Seventeen!'
'But what about your friend who's lying next to you?'
'Yes, I thought to myself.'
...
'What about my son Jason who's now in a deep coma Brian?'
'With fluid now pronounced and emoting?'
'Now coming out of his right ear?'
'But I understand that in a coma even though unconscious the victim can still hear?'
'But now and with the beginning signs of trauma?'
'Yes, that he has been "Raccooned!"
'Yes, as if beaten up in a prize fight!'

****

'If I could just die?'
'Yes Lord take me instead?'
'After all it is me now who is dead!'
'But it was about this time that things started to happen quickly?'
'Yes, including at first the arrival of Kim Cole his mother.'
'Welcome to your son's nightmare!'
(I thought to myself)
'Yes, because he caused all this!'
'Later on I would learn that this child was on an adult antidepressant called Effexor!'
...
Note: 'And, on the police report.'
'Yes, which wouldn't even be produced!'
'Yes, until almost two months later?
'Yes, on Mother's Day!'
'Yes, that it would be virtually littered with lies!'
...
'As for now though?'
'Yes, more police officers would arrive.:
'But this time from our local Stafford Township Police Department.'
Along with the fire company, curious local residents, who had heard the noise also.'
...
'This is when they decided first to work on Jason.'
'One fireman covered him because the convertible top was dislodged.'
'Why?'
'Because of my son's head and the result of the accident!'
'While the other firemen draped him in some kind of material.'
'The second one would smash his window when his ax!'
'Yes, and then they together.'
'Yes, would pull my only 18-year-old son Jason.'
'Out finally from that Death Hearse!'
'And, carefully load Jay on a gurney.'
Now?'
...
'Yes, I was getting scared that he wasn't waking up!'
'Dear God above!'
So, I screamed at one word!
'JASON!!!!'
No response?
...
'And at that very moment of time?'
'Yes, at 8:30 that night.'
'Yes, and on March 31st, 2003.'
'Yes, and for me?'
'I Died!
...
'As the rain silently continued to fall.'
'Yes, and I thought.'
'Jason will be all right?'

****

"Bleeding Night!!" (C)
(Chapter Number Three)
"Off to See the Wizard!"
Written on February 1st, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C.Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'Time stood motionless now.'
'Yes, as my wife, myself, and Jason's girlfriend Angel.'
'Now were rapidly heading South on the New Jersey Garden State Parkway.'
...
Note: 'They had previously airlifted the two boys.'
(That's after loading Jason in the ambulance first)
'Then followed by Brian Cole who had to be extracted yes.'
'And, with "The Jaws of Life!"
...
Note: 'I was told after arriving at the Atlantic City Trauma Hospital.
Atlantic City, New Jersey.'
'That unfortunately, Jason had had a Heart Attack on the way but they brought him back.'
'An Eighteen-year-old having a Heart Attack?'
'Yes, whom was Extremely healthy previously?'
'That does not make any sense but it will in the End!'
March 31st, 2003. 9:45 p.m.
...
'When we first met with intake, they asked if we had any insurance and I replied...
'Unfortunately my employer from C&A Enterprises.
(Anthony and Charles DeFiglio)
'Unfortunately, had decided to save a little money.'
'He took away my family coverage.'
(After many years)
'And, then offered me single coverage.'
'Yes, saving him about $1,800 a year.'
'I refused.'
...
Note: 'This will have nothing to do with it up and coming medical treatments of my son Jason."
'Next?'
'We were taken into a room by a woman in charge of imagery and X-rays.'
'Three sides of the room had black and white pictures.'
'I estimate now from memory.
Yes, about thirty.'
'And, all pictures of my son Jason's brain!'
'Insane!'
...
'Then the woman said to me and Carolyn.'
'I'm sorry to tell you this, and I don't mean to but this is probably the worst I've seen.'
'And, I know this now is very mean.'
'Yes, in my 10-year career here at this hospital.'
'In Atlantic City, New Jersey.'
...
'And, at this point?
'Yes, I had my second Heart-Attack and died the second time!'
'We next road the elevator up to the Second floor to the Trauma unit and to our son's room.'
...
Note: "Warning!"
Note: "Graphic!"
'The first thing you need to understand is the severity of the injuries.'
'Yes, and based on the impact of a telephone pole?'
'And, a Human Being's body shaken.
'Yes, as if "Shaken Baby Syndrome" But instead of a baby?'
'Yes, of only a few pounds?'
'Now a young man of over 250 lbs.'
'And, unfortunately, shaken by a Being that's about 20 feet tall!'
...
'We noticed that Jason was now hooked up to machines.'
(Yes, of course)
'And, he also was being treated with medications to reduce the brain swelling.'
'His head had swelling...
'And, his eyes had closed...
'And, were now swollen...
'And, also along with being black and blue bruised.'
"Raccooned"
'This is as if he was beaten up in Fifthteen Round prize fight.'
...
'There were other things also now happening rapidly!'
'And, we were told to and introduced to his Brain-Oxygen Monitor.'
'The nurse told us that normal brain oxygen level was****
'And, if it goes to zero?
'The patient is considered,
"Brain Dead"
...
'I thought to myself.'
'Now is there any other good news that my family needs to hear?'
'Yes, in this Nightmare no longer on Nautilus Avenue!'
'Now on Pacific Avenue in Atlantic City, New Jersey.'
...
"Bleeding Night!!" (D)
(Chapter Number Four)
"Heaven's Waiting for An Angel?"
...
'And, now Mister Rod Sterling?'
'Yes, there comes a point in one's life when the decision needs to be made.'
'And, this decision, no matter how hard it may seem, needs to be!'
...
'There's a Fifth Dimension beyond that which is known to man.'
'It is a dimension as vast as space and as timeless as Infinity.'
'It is the middle ground between light and Shadow, between science and superstition, and it lies between the pit of Man's fears and the summit of his knowledge.'
...
'This is the dimension of IMAGINATION.
'It is an area which we call,
"The Twilight Zone"
...
'Dear Lord God why is this happening to me?'
'It's been over Seventeen hours now and it's a new day.'
'I feel like I'm imprisoned in some kind of chamber.'
'There's a concert drip that never ceases.'
'My mind is in a constant spiral!
And, I'm so damn dizzy I want to throw up!'
...
'A couple hours ago?;
'Yes, we were asked by the head nurse to leave the room.'
'She said they had called a surgeon and he wanted to come in and do a procedure.'
'I would later find out that they would actually tap into Jason's skull just enough to try to relieve the building pressure.'
'To no avail.'
'A few hours later?'
'Yes, Jason would have a reaction to the thousands of dollars of anti-swelling medication.'
'And, that they would have to give him another injection?'
...
'I must have been in that room and added that room a dozen times in tears!
'At this point the blood oxygen monitor for Jason's brain was at zero.
'I remember Brian Cole's mother's husband.'
'Yes, coming into the hospital.'
(When I was when I had left the room)
'He asked if I was Mr. Smrkovsky.
'And, I said yes.'
'He then put his arms around me and said that Jason was going to be all right.'
'But he didn't know what me my wife and my children were learning quickly.'
...
'Kim Cole was in and out of the two rooms.'
'And, she would go to the foot of the bed and pray for Jason.'
'The next day of course Brian was released.'
'Yes, because he just had a little blood in his urine.'
'And, he was seen out in front of his house playing basketball!?'
'This infuriated Ron Thorn.'
(Another kid on the block that Jason grew up with)
...
'This was the Seventeen-year-old that took the 5.7 CC. logo off the ground from the Ford Mustang.'
'Yes, and then tacked it up on the telephone pole about 10 ft.'
'There was many things written on that pole.'
'There were flowers below, growing.'
'And, there were candles.:
'And, we used to hold a vigil there once a year on the 31st of March.'
...
Note: 'I burned a picture of Jesus Christ in a 8x10 piece of wood.'
'I then stained and polyurethane it.'
'With a picture of Jesus crying and his tears were the color Blue.'
'That was also high up on the pole.'
'Now over Eighteen years Later?'
'Nothing remains but memories.'
...
'Yes, we donated Jason's many organs because people needed him more than we did anymore.'
'It's funny how Fate can step in and how Heavenly Father notices all.'
...
Note: 'Three weeks after the accident.'
'I received the first of three letters from Chaz.'
'To then be followed with three more letters from a man named Bill.'
'Both these people received Jason's gifts.'
'Chaz?'
Yes, Jason's Heart and lungs!'
'And, Bill who that front page of the Asbury Park Press stated that he had died!'
'Yes!
'Jason's right kidney!'
...
'Both these men are doing well, along with an unknown and now grown female.'
(From South Jersey)
'Yes, who has never responded to me but is now my fifth daughter!'
...
'But is there actually a Fifth Dimension?'
'You have your choice?'
'Yes, you can ask Rod Sterling.'
'Those three lucky individuals who have gotten a second chance.'
"The Gift of Life"
'Heavenly Father above.'
'Or you can just pray?'
'What more now can I say?'
...
'To learn more about,
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
'Simply contact my dearest friend.'
'Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
'Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.'
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Note: 'Organ's Graciously donated on April 1st, 2003.'
(April Fool's Day)
"And, the Beat Goes On"

Approximate Word Count: 2,932.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Just Little Jay"

Chapter 80
The Creation of An Angel

By Ricky1024

"Creation of An Angel"
Written on February 9th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �?�© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'Let's bake an "Angel Cake!"
'It won't be that hard I promise you!'
'With Betty Crocker, Rachael Ray, and the Pillsbury Doughboy?'
'We got the way!'
...
'Okay, let's start by washing our hands very good?'
'Yes, sterilization in the Hood!'
'Now, I got myself some bowls and I got myself some spoons!'
'And, I think I got all the ingredients in this room?'
...
'All right!'
'I got the Heckler's Flour and about a dozen Eggs.'
'I got some sticks of Land of Lakes butter.'
'Do I need anything other?'
...
'I got no mixer set on high.'
'Other wise.'
'I got a bunch of spices such as cinnamon, salt, pepper, and molasses.'
'Forget that Lads and Lasses because I got myself 10 lbs of Domino Sugar!'
'And, my Angel?'
'Yes, is going to be as Sweet as can be!'
...
'Okay the recipe calls for as follows... 'A quarter pound of Compassion.'
'1 oz of Faith.'
'A teaspoon of Hope.'
'And, a lot of Love from Above!'
'And, a pinch of Kindness of Thought.'
'Because, I couldn't afford much more with the money I brought!'
...
'So, Now when it comes to weather this Angel's going to be male or female?'
'Well that's not completely up to me.'
'You see?'
'So, Fanstorian Reviewers.'
'If you want to help?'
'Well then you must first wash your hands!'
'Good as You should!'
'So let me see who's going to assist me?'
...
'I have Dolly.'
'I have Theodore.'
'I have Carlos's girl.'
'And, I have Lloyd!'
...
'Okay boys and girls let's get to work!'
'Dolly you're in charge of mixing the ingredients together!'
'Theodore you are in charge of gathering the ingredients.'
'Carlo's girl?'
'You're in charge of the oven!
'And, Lloyd?'
'Yes, you're the one who will get everybody to work together properly?'
'Why?'
Note: We do not want to burn our Angel!
...
'Okay the Betty crocker recipe calls for setting the oven at 375.�?�°
'Now Theodore?'
'Do we have all the ingredients needed?
'Yes, Doctor Ricky.'
Okay and how about you Dolly?'
'Do you have everything needed for the mixing process?'
'Why yes Ricky!'
'I just bought this brand new blender from Rachel Ray!'
One day later...
...
Note: An Angel is considered,
"An Innocent"
These beings have been carefully.
(With the permission of Heavenly Father)
And, the Love of a man and woman!
Been created!
...
'I wish to thank all the writers involved with the creation of this angel from above!'
'But Ricky we have forgotten to name the Angel!'
States Dolly.
'Well that's because we're saving this for last!'
...
Note: For Eighteen years I raise my only, Eighteen year old son Jason.
Jason is An Angel.
And a Special Angel.
A Gifting Angel.
...
I realized that at an early age.
That Jason kind of lived in his own world.
Why?
Because, when he was about two years old.
And, still in his diaper.
He was going around my backyard area by my garden saying these words...
'Holy Crackle'
And, it took a long time to realize what was going on.
Yes, only after the accident.
( March 31st, 2003)
That took my Jay away from me.
...
To learn more about,
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organ's Graciously donated....
April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
"And, the Beat Goes On"
Approximate Word Count: 609.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurry' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Little Miracles"

Chapter 81
Papered Thoughts of You

By Ricky1024

"Papered Thoughts of You"
Written on February 11th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Eight by Ten framed smiles long ago...
First moment of Conception and Birth.
Now for what it's worth?
Happy times and diapered trails.
Now, no more cowboy to no avail?
...
Holidays and Birthdays...
Now long gone and cast.
As if just Shadowed footprints of the past?
Liquid thoughts...
Evaporation so Unkind?
Dear Lord God Above?
What happened to my *Love?

Author Notes

*Love: noun /luv/ 1: an intense feeling of Deep affection. "babies fill parents with deep feelings of love" 2: a great interest and pleasure in something. "his love for football" *Love: verb 1: feel deep affection for (someone) "he loved his sister dearly" 2: like or enjoy very much. "I just love dancing!" Note: "The loss of a child is a parent's Worst Nightmare." "It's a constant reminder and gift that continues to give." "Until you no longer will live." ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!' Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800- DONORS-1. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's Graciously donated on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) "And, the Beat Goes On" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Cindy Sue Truman' And, Cindy's Incredible Picture Entitled, "MeMoRy StAmPs"

Chapter 82
Exhume My Heart?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Exhume My Heart?"
Written on February 12th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Atlantic City Trauma Hospital in Atlantic City, New Jersey.
April 1st, 2003
Around Midnight.
...
'Are you ready Doctor?'
'I think everything is in order Nurse.'
'The patient?'
'Yes his BP is fine.'
States Nurse Miller.
'But it's a damn shame Doctor Reed.'
'He's practically still a child.'
'Yes, I know Nurse Miller.'
'His family said he's only 18.'
'I have a son at home close to this young man's age.'
'But we are going to make sure he doesn't go to waste.'
...
'Yes it's such a shame nurse Miller.
'The child was involved as a passenger in a car accident the day before on March 31st.'
'Apparently, something happened with the driver.'
'They did find Effexor in his blood system.'
'Usually prescribed for adults Doctor Reed and not seventeen-year olds.'
'And yes, he purposely drove the car into a telephone pole at over 100 miles an hour.'
'There's no doubt about it according to witnesses on the scene.'
'Doctor Reed.'
'Yes, I know even though the situation is horrible that young man has a purpose.
'And, I can feel it deep down within my *Heart.'
...
Note: And, in the next 6 hours.
They would be shipping the major organs my son Jason across the United States.
(In order to save four fortunate lives)
...
To learn more about,
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S, Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
Note: As of April 1st, 2022.
And over 18 years later.
Three out of four recipients are still alive and doing well.

Author Notes

*Heart: noun /hart/ 1 a: hollow-muscular, major organ in the human body utilized as a pump to propel the blood throughout the Human system. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Sea Jay1' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Til Death, Do Art" // could feel her heart pounding b: structure in an invertebrate animal functioning analogous to the vertebrate heart c: BREAST/ BOSUM //placed his hand on his heart

Chapter 83
Invisible Tears

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Invisible Tears" (A)
Written on May 5th, 2016
By Doctor Ricky 1025
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'Dad!
'Dad!
'Dad!
'Where am I?'
'Where are you?'
'Dad?'
No response.
"If I Could turn back Time."
...
Note: The Spirit (formerly known) as
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Rises...
In *Pain.
And, Jay's pain was caused by a car accident in 2003.
Note: Now written by Jason
...
'Dad can you hear me?'
(A Voice)
'My Sweet, Sweet, Son...
'I hear you and I think that your dad can also hear you too!'
Replies Heavenly Father.
'Where are you?'
...
'Then I can see eyes...
'As I continue to rise...
'And yes, they are watching me as I...
'And, the Eyes are now watching (with interest)
...
'Darkness now turns into a...
"Warming Light"
'As the Spirit of Me.'
'Yes, suddenly...
'Heals?'
'And, this "Warming Presence"
'Presents itself as a Being...
"All Caring and All Seeing."

"Invisible Tears"
Written by Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.

'And, (Fanstory reviewers)
'As I continue to Rise...
"Spiritual Eyes"
'Crying...
'But why?'
'I think I am lost but I'm going to this Heaven?'
...
'The Light parts and I come to rest.'
'Yes and, on a bed of Fluffy-White Clouds-then...
"For Crying Out Loud"
'There are Angels...
'And, they are watching me.'
'With these same...
"Invisible Eyes"
'And then the voice again...
...
'My Son!'
'My Son!'
'My Son!'
'Follow...
"The Invisible Tears to me.'
...
'And, as the Angels fly...
'Invisible tears drip and cry...
'And, I'm now yes!'
'Upon the Fluffy-White Clouds-then...
(Again, for Crying Uut Loud)
...
'So, I followed the tears of now pink.' 'And, I now think...
'I'll be all right.'
'Yes!'
'Yes, for I see my mother!'
'And she's an Angel in White!'
'Yes, now in *Sight.'
Approximate Word Count: 310.

Author Notes

*Sight: noun /sight/ 1: faculty or power of seeing. "Joseph Lost His sight as a baby" SIMILAR: eyesight, vision, eyes 2: a thing that one sees or can be seen. "Tell me when you sight London bridge" ... Note: On March 31st 2003. And, Seventeen hours after the accident. (In which my son would become Brain dead) April 1st, 2003. He was also diagnosed, "Raccooned" Which means his eyes were swollen closed, black and blue, and as if he was in a Prize fight. And, on this very day, over eighteen years later. I believe in all my Broken Heart that he saw more. Yes, then most people who are alive today! ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer'cleo85' And, Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Tears from Heaven"

Chapter 84
Life's Expectancies?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Life's Expectancies?"
Written on February 20th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
"All Rights Reserved'

Time begat Life.
And, Life begat time.
Holidays and birthdays?
I just lost souls drifting aimlessly by.
And when I go back and think about it?
It still makes me cry
...
Winter, Summer, Spring, and Fall?
You can keep them all!
Yes, they mean nothing more to me!
Because my Heart's Broken in the drifting Sea
...
There's no wind left in my sail?
Crucify me and throw away the nails!
Oh God hanging up high now to dry!
And wipe the teardrops from my eyes?
...
Life is going backwards for me?
Can't you tell by my story?
Read the words then as they drift by.
Each syllable will make you cry!
...
Yes there's no good reason why?
When we lose something so precious and they died?
It breaks you up deep inside!
Shattered hopes just collide!
...
Life's Expectancies?
They're just two words!
Say them quick and that's all you've heard!
Because pain and torment replace them now!
And, only suffering is my peace as I lower my head and bow.
...
So God what exactly should I do?
I'm running out of words now too!
I'm tired of writing them all down!
I tried my best.
I'm just a *Clown?
Approximate Word Count: 230.

Author Notes

*Clown: noun /kloun/ 1: Farmer ,Countryman 2: a rude ill-bred person (Boor) 3 a: a fool, jester, or comedian in an entertainment (such as a play) Specifically: a grossly dressed comedy performers such as a clown in a circus. b: a person who habitually jokes and plays the buffoon c: joker sense: 1b Note: There have been many comedians who have suffered and played the part of the clown. Robin Williams and Chris Farley are two of the few that have committed suicide. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and lol it's His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer,

Chapter 84
Life's Expectancies?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Life's Expectancies?"
Written on February 19th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Life is Everlasting?
Molded, Mended, in Castings.
Selection for you and me.
Expected to be!
...
To Be or not to Be?
Who actually decides the Path for Thee?
Is it the Butcher, The Taker, or Candle Stick Maker?
...
Ashes to Ashes...
Dust to Dust...
So as we can but d as we Must?
Life is Everlasting or shortly Passing?
Tested tried and True?
Expected Bliss or Blues for me and you?
...

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and lol it's His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer,

Chapter 85
My Stairway to Heaven! (A)

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"My Stairway to Heaven!" (A)
Written on February 28th, 2022
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright �©ï¸? Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

March 31st, 2003.
7:00 p.m.
'Accidentally yours?'
'Missile projection at 100 mph into a telephone pole!'
...
'Driver trapped with the wheel against his chest!'
'I think Brian tried to kill me!'
'Perhaps he failed at his quest?'
'But now Lord God what can we see
'Unconsciousness Exists.'
As Life Persists!'
'Movement Frozen in Depth.'
...
7:30 p.m.
'Soon there will be very little left?'
...
8:00 p.m.
'Release from this coffin of Death!'
'Fireman carry takedown?'
'Window Smashed!'
'And, then my Lifeless body is snatched!'
...
8:30 p.m.
'Airlifted Heart-Attack!'
Now?'
'Revived thank God!'
'But noe there's No going back!'
...
9:00 p.m.
'Hospitalized and realized!'
'Yes, in Comatose State of Being!'
...
9:30 p.m
'Hook up to the machines of Madness!'
(Tears of sadness)
...
10:00 p.m.
'Here I go again?'
'Amen.'
'Sometimes we must realize?'
'That things are just meant to be?'
'And, some things now draining me?'
...
10:30 p.m.
"No more Amen!'
'I'm now in the fight for my Life!'
...
11:00 p.m.
'Family gathering.'
'Watching and praying.'
'What the Blood-oxygen monitor is saying?'
...
11:30 p.m.
'Is this the Highway to Heaven?'
...
'Midnight.'
'April 1st, 2003.'
(April Fool's Day)
'God is now the joke on me?'
'Take Me Home Country Road?'
...
12:30 a.m.
'Medication!'
'Medication!'
'Medication?'
'Over, and Over, and Over, Again!'
...
1:00 a.m.
'Can't see, can hardly hear?'
'God what am I doing here?'
...
1:30 a.m.
'Knock, Knock, Knocking on 'Heaven's Door?'
'Medications?'
'Not helping anymore!'
...
2:00 a.m.
'Trying hard but Lord?'
'Yes, is the best yet to come?'
'Or am I finally done?'
'God why?'
'Am I about to die?'
...
2:30 a.m.
'Raccooned!'
'Am I alive in this Tomb?'
'I've been beaten!'
'And, my eyes are closed and swollen!'
'Black and Blue!'
'I think I heard somebody say there's umbilical fluid coming from my ears?'
...
3:00 a.m.
'Half-way Housed?'
''And, now why is it as quiet as a mouse?'
'How much more can I take?'
'God, Please let it be my birthday and they're now making me a cake?'
...
3:30 a.m.
'Tap!'
'Tap!'
'Tap!'
'What on Earth is that noise?'
'Oh, they're now drilling a hole in my head?'
'Oh, I forgot?'
'I'm almost Dead?'
...
4:00 a.m.
'God why does Dad keep crying?'
'And, coming in and leaving?'
'Yes, like a yo-yo unwound?'
'I'm the one that's almost dying!'
...
4:30 a.m.
'Medication!'
'Medication again?'
'And, now a strange reaction!'
'An injection now to counteract!'
...
5:00 a.m.
'Sure is hard dying!'
'Now more crying?'
...
'5:30 a.m.
'Not dead yet!'
(But that's not a sure bet!)
...
6:00 a.m.
'Coma-Tose, Brain-Damaged, Head of Cabbage?'
'Zombie me away?'
...
6:30 a.m.
'Daylight breaking.'
'Heaven's waiting.'
'Blackened Clouds arrive for me?'
...
7:00 a.m.
'12 hours since my Chariot ride at 100 mph into that pole!'
'Yes!'
'And, there's no coming back!'
'It's now taking its toll!'
...
7:30 a.m.
'God, this is getting ridiculous!'
'Headache!'
'Yes!'
'Over, and Over, and Over, again?'
...
8:00 a.m.
'Getting closer to my maker!'
'God help me?'
'Set me free?'
...
8:30 a.m.
Soon, Soon, Soon!'
'No more cocoon?'
...
9:00 a.m.
'Unfortunately for me?'
'The medications have no effect!'
'Perhaps this is the way it's meant to be?'
'To Be or Not to Be?'
'That is the question.'
'I'm now offering to Thee?'
...
9:30 a.m.
'Knock!'
'Knock!'
'Who's there?'
'Jason!'
'Jason who?'
'YOU!'
...
10:00 a.m.
'First?'
'The Sun's shining.'
'Then?'
'The Moons glowing.'
'Soon I think I'll be going?'
...
10:30 a.m.
'I'm getting tired of all the attention and crying!'
'Yes, and they act like I'm dying?'
...
11:00 a.m.
'And, Seventeen hours since the accident began.'
'I'm declared by the State of New Jersey.'
"Legally Brain-Dead"
...
11:30 a.m.
'Famstory Reviews?'
'Yes, it's now Crystal Clear!'
'Soon I will no longer be here?'
...
12:00 Noon Sharp
'Well, I'm conscious and it's now another day.'
'I hear people talking and it seems the operations are about to begin.'
...
12:30 p.m.
'And, I'm slowly now being dissected.'
'Oops!'
'No more Liver!'
'Guess I'm now considered the donor or giver?'
...
'Ouch!'
'My Kidneys went two different ways!'
'What's next?'
'Last but not in the least?'
'My only Heart and pair of Lungs.'
'Well, I can hear them say they're turning the machine off.'
'Well, they say that your lucky number is 7?'
'And yes, I hope you enjoyed?'
"My Stairway to Heaven!"

****

"Heaven's Waiting!" (B)
Written on February 28th, 2022
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'And, as the last machine was shut down.'
'II could feel something release?'
'Rise!'
'Rise!'
'Rise!'
...
'Well, I guess he has something more in store for me?'
'Still can't see anything at all, nor do I even remember my name?'
'But that's okay.'
'Cuz I like this Rollercoaster ride!'
...
'You know what?'
'It's funny when you're put into a void.'
'Just not much going on.'
'I can't see, there's no sound, and oh!'
'Wait Second!'
'Yes, there is a noise now?'
'Damn it's almost musical!'
'And, now I can see flashing stars going by?'
'Well God, maybe my vision is returning?'
...
'Oh yes!'
'I see a Very, Very, pale and bluish color!'
'Oh they're clouds but they're funny looking Clouds?'
'And, not like I can remember when I was breathing!'
'Oh, they change colors too?'
'Wow!'
'Now it's like a darker Blue?'
'Yes, Turquoise!'
...
Note: And, as Jason continued forward and upward on his journey.
He will pass through a multiple layering of Beautiful clouds!
'And, he will also hear a beautiful singing and beautiful music!
...
'Now the clouds have turned into a light and pale Purple, almost Violet!'
'And, now I can hear the music!'
'Yes, it is music and Angelic!'
...
'And, now I can see a brilliant light shining!'
'And, there's this beautiful building so white!'
'And, there's this wonderful entrance gate!'
'Yes, and very old but Golden looking!'
...
Note: Jason is now entering the Pearly Gates!
They're a little hard to describe but we all know who's in charge there.
Yes, Saint Peter!

****

'My body now seems to be slowlng and I'm looking at my hands?'
'Yes, and I can see my hands now!'
'And, they even look like they're glowing!'
...
Note: No longer is Jason brain damaged.
No longer is his eyes swollen and closed.
And, thank God.
He is no longer is a "Raccooned"
(As if he was beaten up in a prize fight)
His hearing is perfect and his vision is now clear, along with his memory.
...
"The Pearly Gates!"
Written on February 28th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024

'Well, hello young Angel.'
'And whom do I have the pleasure of this meeting?'
Asks Saint Peter.
'Angel me?'
'I don't think so?'
'Well my name is Jason.'
(I guess)
'And, I have no idea where I'm at and why I am here?'
Wonders Jay.
...
'My new Angel Jason.'
'Everybody on Earth, at one point or another.'
'No matter how naughty or how nice.'
'Yes, will have to come to this location.'
'Think of it as a test or question and answer period.'
'And, my question to you!'
'My new Angel friend.'
'Do you believe in Heaven on Earth?'
'And, do you believe that there's a Heavenly Father above?'
...
'Jason takes a few seconds...
'Takes a deep breath...
'And, states.
My dad told me that there's a special person who made the ultimate sacrifice and his name is Jesus Christ and he had a father just like I have one and his father lives above.'
...
Note: Suddenly, an amazing thing starts to happen to my only son Jason!
Yes, first he notices a scratching in the middle of his back.
And, then something else starts to happen?
...
As the beginning of tiny nubs.
(Of a set of wings)
Yes, appear and they continue to grow?
And, grow?
Yes!
And, grow some more!
And, in less then one minute?
Jason has a full set of the most Beautiful, Angelic, Angel's Wings ever created!
...
'Hey now?'
'Hey now!'
'And, what has just happened to me?'
Wonders Jason.
'Well, my new Angel friend!'
''Yes, you are going to need these now!'
States Saint Peter.
'Because you're not finished your Journey!'
'And, your next stop?'
"Heaven!'
...
To be continued with the conclusion entitled,
"Stairway to Heaven!'
...
Approximate Word Count: 1451.

Author Notes

*777: noun /777/ 1) The number Seven times Three. Note: As of April 1st, 2022. And, over Eighteen years later? Yes, three out of four people drew the lucky number seven! And, as a result are still walking this Earth! Yes, with my son Jason's Kidneys, and swell as his Heart and lungs in their bodies. Now as for my Heart? Well, that's another story. Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's graciously offered on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) ... And, to learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Please contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Just My Jay"

Chapter 86
Life After Death 2003?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Life After Death 2003?"
Written on March 3rd, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

"Be ye whom is so Perfect, as Thy Father above"
Unknown Poet
...
"But be Ye yes as Not-So-Perfect,
As thy Heavenly Father Above"
"Then Thy is more Perfect
"As the one whom Deems He is so"
Unknown Poet
...
"Be Ye therefore perfect, even as your Father... in Heaven is Perfect"
"Even in Mortality, perfection is still "pending"
President Russell M.Nelson
The Latter-Day Saint Church of Jesus Christ.
...
"For His only Begotten Son, whom died unto the same perfection"
Jesus Christ
...
"Ye, come unto Christ and be perfected in Him"
Moroni
The Book of Mormon

****

Yes, and only the age of Eighteen. And, the tender age of only Eighteen.
He is now a man taking life by the hand.
A would be musician and future mechanic.
Jason was well into a Future and Rich life but by the forces that be.
"To Be or Not to Be"
...
Sometimes in "Life"
You get only one shot.
But the question is, is there Life after Death?
Even when there's only?
One-Last-Breath?
One-Beat-of-the-Heart?
Can Life again restart?
Yes, and if so how?
...
Note: 'The answer to that question naturally would be to ask God and pray.'
'But as you read my editor's notes.'
'You will fully understand in my way.'

Author Notes

On March 31st 2003 after party for my oldest daughter and Nicole Megan Harbach. Unfortunately my son got the car driven by Brian Cole who was an old friend when they were children. Note : Brian Cole at age Seventeen was on a drug called Effexor for severe depression. He was given a Ford Mustang convertible that had been professionally raced previously at Atco raceway in Atco New Jersey. ... For some unknown reason he got it in his head. Yes, that he was "Mister Fast and Furious" And unfortunately on a dare and a supposed High School suicide Club. He drove my son Jason into a telephone pole with over 100 miles an hour. This eventually resulted in Jason becoming legally brain dead. The state of New Jersey recognize that on the date of March 31st 2003. But the question still persist is their life after death even after one last breath and one beat of the heart? ... Note: a man named Charles from Philadelphia can answer that question quite well since he's walking around today over 18 years later with Jason's heart and lungs. There are still two others that are breathing in their hearts are beating with Jason's kidneys. ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. ... Organ's graciously offered and donated on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) "And, the Beat Goes On"

Chapter 87
The Beat Goes On!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"The Beat Goes On!"
Written on March 4th, 2022
By Richard and Jason Smrkovsky
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'Once I had a dream...
'Once upon a time I had a dream.
'I had a dream of you!'
'And, there was nothing on Earth stopping me from you!'
...
'It was 1962.'
'I was a child of eight years old.'
'And, I was very impressed!'
'Yes!'
'Of a movie about a man on a quest!'
'And, if I may continue and express?'
'I was so impressed as I watched and I yearned!'
...
"Jason and the Argonauts"
( A1963 fantasy/fantasy)
'It cost $3 million to create.
Basically a fictional story about a Greek hero in search of Life!'
'Yes!'
'In search of "The Golden Fleece!
(To say the least!)
...
'The movie impressed me very much, as I watched it from the Pitman movie theater balcony.'
...
'Two decades would pass and that thought in my mind?'
'Yes, though then vague would still last!'

****

'On March 31st, 2003.'
'Yes, it's now still only Eighteen years ago but quickly approaching Nineteen.'

Note: 'Sometimes things will happen that we cannot change and that we cannot control!'
'We may not understand it and we may not want to accept it but that is Destiny and Fate.'
...
'They say...
"Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust?"
"Blood on the Promenade!"
'And, Life moves on!'
'As it shall and as it must!'
...
'When I think back at that moment in time?'
'No thoughts of Church bells ring in my now trapped mind.'
'I think of a car driven carelessly and recklessly.'
"Fast and Furiously!"
...
'Yes, and I think of a 17-year-old Disturbed child at the wheel.'
(God am I doing this is this real?)
'Who has no idea what is right, wrong, or real?
...
"Fast and Furious!"
'Unfortunately, for me and my family.'
'Yes, was a movie created at that same time.'
'That's all that we would say!'
'But on April 1st, 2003.'
(April Fool's Day)
'My only 18-year-old Jason would be suddenly but not mysteriously taken away!'
...
'Dad can you hear me?'
'Dad what is happening to me?'
'I don't even remember what happened or my own name!'
'It's as if I'm spinning constantly in a circle, of blurriness that's insane!'
'Am I Alive or am I Dead?'
'Visions of Sugar plums dancing now in my head?'
...
Note: 'Seventeen hours has now passed.'
'But when I think back in time
to March 31st, 2003.'
(at 8:30 p.m.)
Amen.
...
'Yes, they extracted the driver Brian Cole.'
(But not first)
'With, "The Jaws of Life"
'But unfortunately right before that.'
'A Stafford Township Fireman, covered my only son.'
'While on the outside of the Ford Mustang.'
'Another one smashed the window.'
'And, pulled my lifeless son Jason's limp body out of the coffin.'
'And, loaded both young men in a helicopter.'
'Jason would experience his first and only Heart-Attack on the way.'
...
'And, Yes this all happened.'
"Fast and Furiously"
'And, yes this was a date that will go down in history.'
'A date with Destiny and Fate.'
...
Note: 'Unfortunately due to the severity of Jason's injuries.'
'Right after the incident within the Coffin.'
(A Ford Mustang convertible)
'Yes, that was previously owned and raced, professionally by an adult driver.'
(Atco Raceway in Atco, New Jersey)
...
Warning!
Graphic!
'Jason was now and had been in a very deep coma since the accident.'
'His 250 lb.'
"Lifeless Body"
'Yes, was now not His.'
'As the machines were doing the job to keep him alive.'
'Thousands of dollars of medication for the swelling.'
'All to know avail?'
...
'A surgeon was called in and then he performed a brief procedure.'
'Where they tapped my son's skull to relieve the pressure to no avail!'
'And yes, his blood oxygen level was now listed as zero.'
...
'So in closing on March 31st, 2003.' 'The State of New Jersey listed Jason as deceased due to massive injuries and "Brain Death"
...
'They say that,
"What Will Be Will Be"
'And the future?'
'Yes, is not ours to see but is there "Life after Death?"
'Even when the Heart beats no longer inside?'
...
Warning!
Graphic!
During this long Nightmare.'
'I noticed that my son now?'
'Unfortunately had umbilical fluid coming out of his ears.'
'I couldn't stop crying!'
Yes in and out of that Tomb of Gloom!'
'Even the head nurse couldn't go in there any longer to attend to my son.'
'So, my 27-year-old daughter Nicole took over.'
...
'As the machines continue to do their job.'
'But the question is?'
'Is there Yes!'
"Life After Death?"
'When the Heart beats no longer?'
'And, there's only one very last breath?'
...
'Jason was now "Raccooned"
'Which basically means his eyes were swollen, closed, and Black and Blue!'
'As if he was in a prize fight!'
'Yes, a fight for his *Life!'

Approximate Word Count: 840.

Author Notes

*Life: noun /life/ 1. Note: 'Life is a characteristic that distinguishes physical entities that have biological processes, such as signaling and self-sustaining processes, from those that do not, either because such functions have ceased.' 'They have died or because they never had such functions and are classified as inanimate.' ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with, "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's graciously offered and donated on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) Note: Jason's organs are still strongly sustaining the lives of three out of four human beings over 18 years later. "And, the Beat Goes On" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Cindy Sue Truman' And, Cindy's Incredible Picture Entitled, "I Am Still Here"

Chapter 88
Sharing Tis Caring

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Sharing Tis Caring"
Written on April 1st, 2003
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'Share with me?'
'My Fanstory Reviewing friends?'
'To the very end?'
'Be all you and me can be?'
'With me?'
'Just take a moment.'
'Yes, of your Precious Time?'
..
'Come now and take my Hand?'
'Understand?'
Exactly how much together.'
'We two can Be?'
'To Be or Not to Be?'
'That is the question if you Care?'
(If you so Dare?)
'And, are Truly, Truly, ready to share?'
...
'Yes!'
'Okay!'
'I'm in it now Jason for your quest!'
States the Fanstory reviewer.
'I'm in it with you all the Way!'
'Then let's take this time to get Away!'
'With that thought this morning.'
'I now say.'
'Lets get away way back to 2003!'
'Yes!'
'Just now you and me!'

****

'Where are we Jay?'
'And, what happened to all yesterday?'
'Today?'
'March 8th, 2022?'
'Well...
'Silly goose?'
'Let's not let...
18 years, 11 months, 7 days or
6,916 days, 165,934 hours, 9,956,041 minutes.
'Since, April Fool's Day 2003.'
'Prevent us from getting to know each other better?'
...
'Wait!'
'And, now we're in this car Jay?'
'Don't worry Reviewers it's okay!'
'Who's the driver you didn't introduce me?'
'Oh, Hi Fanstory Reviewers.'
'Me?
'Silly goose!'
'And, it's too late now there's no excuse!'
'My name is Brian Cole and I'm mentally ill!'
'And my drug of choice?'
'Yes, is Effexor for depression!'
(I've been told!)
...
'Now, hold on Tight!'
'Yea, and no need for seat belts.'
(Yes, that's right)
'Why?'
'Because you signed up for the Death ride tonight!'
'Qnd, I'm going to propel this Ford Mustang.'
'Yes, Jason, Me, and now You!'
'Yes, that's my Quest!'
"And, now don't worry.'
'Yes, I'll do my very Best!'
'And, unfortunately now for us three?'
'Yes, into the telephone pole!'
'Coming up around the corner.'
'Yes, at over 100 mph!'
...
'WTF!'
'Let me out of here Brian and Jason!'
'I didn't sign on for this!'
'But don't you want one last kiss?'
Questions Brian.
'Now didn't you agree?'
'Fanstory Reviewer?'
'Yes, that it would be?'
'Yes, just you and me?'
'Me and you?'
'Us *Three?'
Approximate Word Count: 375.

Author Notes

*Three: noun /three/ 1: a numerical number representing three units or people. "We are the Three musketeers!" ... Note: it will be nineteen years. (In a few weeks) Since that accident happened on March 31st, 2003. Nautilus Avenue in the OceanAcres section. Manahawkin, New Jersey. ... And, on April Fool's Day 2003. Less than Seventeen hours later. My only son Jason was diagnosed Brain-Dead. By the State of New Jersey. ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Cindy Sue Truman' And, Cindy's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Angel Strong"

Chapter 89
The Changeling

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"The Changeling"
Written on March 9th,2022
By Jason and Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'I bleed for you.'
'Please don't bleed for me too?'
'You now need to know.'
'That I'm here to set you free!'
'So, let it be.'
...
'I plead in you.'
'Please don't ignore me?'
'And, once I'm in?'
'There will finally be.'
'Yes, an End to the Sin!'
...
'I now need of you?'
'To take the first step.'
'And, do now exactly.'
'Exactly what I tell you to.'
'Let me make this perfectly clear!'
'God knows the reason why I am here!'
...
'I bleed for you.'
'Please don't bleed for me too?'
'You now need to know.'
'That I'm here to set you *Free!'

Author Notes

*Free: noun /free/ 1: ... Note: In just a few short weeks. It'll be the end of March. Yes, and it will mark Nineteen years. Yes, since the loss of my Only Son Jason Richard. From a severe injury sustained in a car accident. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Metamorphosis" ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with, "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1.

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